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[Aug. 17th, 2004|12:45 am] |
I wish we were back in school. Things are just as screwed up now as they are when we are in school.
On another note always remember: People only care about themselves.
There is so much more shit in this world to deal with get over you stupid little petty fighting and drama. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2004|01:10 am] |
and this week i have learned...
maybe people in life have different opinions. |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2004|05:46 pm] |
A lot of things have changed in year.
I miss you.
Make sure you keep watching out for me.
I know your up there. |
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| God made me live this life the way it is learn to live with it.... I have |
[Jul. 11th, 2004|01:06 am] |
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I am not one to complain about how bad my life is because everything before I fall alsleep I am more thankful than anyone to have the friends and support, a great family, and good things in my life. But, when every night this week I just rather not talk to anyone crawl into a big whole and stay there for the rest of my life I begin not to understand my life. Everyone I think makes a bigger deal on how I deal with things in my life more than I do myself. I live a screwed up life. God made it this way. Thats why I hate god. The end of the story. You learn to deal with it and move on. I am tired and cranky and just need time. How long? Shit if I knew. Back off let me live my life dont keep me trapped in this. This makes sense to no one and I really dont care. Love to everyone. |
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| i miss natalie |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|11:28 pm] |
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tomorrow im going to read a book. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2004|11:43 pm] |
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something is just not right. |
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| Holla.. |
[Jun. 10th, 2004|04:15 pm] |
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Last summer brought a lot of dissapointments. It hurt so bad in so many different places.
This summer has to be better. There is NO choice on this matter. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2004|09:26 pm] |
Today's my b-day!
It didn't end up in too much of a disaster.
Thanks everyone that make it special.
I really learned who my real friends were today. (the ones that did remember it was my bday) |
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[Jun. 6th, 2004|09:54 pm] |
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There is NO way I can make it through this week. |
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[May. 31st, 2004|12:14 am] |
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It is time to switch things up a little bit. |
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[May. 14th, 2004|11:04 pm] |
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Sometimes you just have those days. You go up and down all day long for no reason at all. Today was definetly one of them. |
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| Take 2 tablets 3 times a day. |
[May. 3rd, 2004|09:05 pm] |
I wake up every morning thinking everything is a dream and it will go back to the way things were 3 years ago.
Then I pinch myself and realize its reality.
I'm not complaining. I suck it up everyday and try to put a smile on my face. It is just hard sometimes. |
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[Apr. 15th, 2004|11:50 pm] |
I dont understand how people can wake up every morning and live their lives the way they do.
I'm not perfect but I guess I will never find out. |
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| There is nothing to do in Ohio. |
[Apr. 10th, 2004|10:31 pm] |
1 and 1/2 hours till I can have fast food.
I want Taco Bell Mexican Pizza with two soft tacos, Burger King- Whopper with no onions and onion rings, McD's- Double Cheeseburger with French Fries, Arby's- Roast Beef Sandwich with Cheese Sticks, and Wendy's- 2 Chicken Nuggets off the 99 cent menu and a french fry with a frostie.
AND I WANT IT ALL RIGHT NOW.
Its sucks that I am in Ohio and in the middle of no where with the nearest fast food joint probably about 10 miles. And tomorrow is Easter and all those places are closed. So I will resort to Monday having a full on fast food party.
I love not being at home and away from things. But, there is nothing at all to do in Ohio. You do stuff once then it just becomes boring. Today was cool though. There was kinda like an outdoor mall/village place where we walked around it was neat. It kinda reminded me of downtown Birmingham, even though I have been there once to walk around. I know a lot of you guys would love it. Its really weird I miss everyone. Its only a night but I feel like away from everything. Alright before I continue rambling out about nothing I going to go. I hope everyone is enjoying their Spring Break and I hope everyone has an amazing Easter. |
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[Apr. 4th, 2004|10:02 pm] |
Goodbye to my life.
Responsibility sucks. |
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[Mar. 30th, 2004|10:06 pm] |
This last week has just been an overload for me.
I swear everything has just been bad and I have tried to enjoy myself and put all that I have into it but its just not fucking working. I am tired of living this go go go life and never feeling like theres an end. I love my life dont get me wrong. I dont feel like I need to complain about it but I just feel like there is only so much shit that I can take till that moment that I am honestly just going to go over the edge and there wont be anything to go back to.
The weekend was seriously hell and we luckly made it back. Stupid student counil crazy kids from different schools, mingling, making friend with horney guys that attacked me dancing, listening to kelly tell me her and jesus were tight, talking to wendy at 2 in morning about um... what else boys hott boys, watching josh and john scream at the stalker boys that raped me with my clothes on with there penis, complaing, watching amanda cry over the hypnotist guys, playing cards all the time, falling asleep in wierd places and way, stacey and me talking on the bus ride in the front seat, bobby making a mark on my butt, allie just being sweet. And who else could forget the intense compaining about anything and everything we could. But, I made good friends and great memories in hell.
Volleyball marthon was sweet except getting sick and just being tired the whole time. It was cool because i did more activities than the last years.
Started work today. Dont even know what to say about it. Speachless.
Somethings jsut going to have to change maybe some sleep.?
I wish my clothes fit me the right way. Hm...maybe if I didnt give up fast food and didnt get sick so much because I am always on the run.
I miss my friends!!! |
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| Update |
[Mar. 23rd, 2004|10:02 pm] |
So I haven't even been home and when I have been home it has been to sleep and uh... well be sick. But, no more about that.
Random thoughts and happenings of the last week or so:
-DONT EVER TAKE YEARBOOK!!!!! Thats a super important one. It's a bitch.
-Raise your money for volleyball marthon in advance. Or as soon as you get it.
-Don't go shopping...well when you dont have money to be spending or go and get a least a new skirt. Haha good times.
-Make someone else drive through the car wash. And I can never do that again by myself.
-Buy yourself and MP3 player. Great investment.
-I got a job. Ah....working girl haha. I'm so scared.
-I will never be bilemic because I hate throwing up.
-Don't eat chocolate or drink Gatorate right after you brush your teeth.
-Make sure you try to bring your grades up a little before the last week of the card marking.
-Sleep it makes life easier.
-4 more days till Traverse City. Ah...I just need to be away from everything.
Haha. Lifes great and I honestly could only ask for one more thing back in my life to make it better than it is now. |
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| Quick Advise |
[Mar. 18th, 2004|08:02 pm] |
Never wish anything bad upon yourself.
The result might come out in a big mess or a crazy life. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|12:20 am] |
You live and learn. You learn your lessons from each and every person in life and move on. It's life get use to it.
Great weekend for the first time I can honestly say that. Maybe its because I spent a whole 3 hours at home besides for sleeping. |
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